Hmm.... My heart told me that I dun love him anymore. But why others kept telling me that I still love him ? Did I really compared him with other guys who wants to woo me ? I doubt so. I admit... He's the guy that I love most for my whole life. But then... that was then. Am I really being very nasty to sean ? Was I unfair to him that's why he chose to leave me ? Am I really ready for relationship now ? How can I forget him ? I did not contact him and... yeah. So how is it possible for me still love him ? As we are not close to each other at all. I had a dream. I dream about him hold my hands and hug me tight because in the dream i was so sad and needed someone be there for me. and he;s there. LOLS ! I am quite shocked ever since i wake up. Well... I really dun like him anymore. You guys stop reminding me alright ? Iam already trying my best... not to think of him or like him. I am trying to think that we are just friends ! Dun you guys know how hard is it to forget the kind of relationship of being so loving and sweet to each other ?! Give me time friends. I used to love him so much. Even now i cry.. is because of the memories not because i love him ! I Am who i am ! I thanked him for makine me grow up and so. BUt then... I dun love him anymore. I guess. I am confused !